Getting Naked with Pursebuzz- All About Elessa

Hey, guys! Welcome to pursebuzz.com. This is a very special video for me 'cause it's actually a celebration of my 3-year anniversary with pursebuzz.com. And I'm so excited I wanna do a video. I actually wanna do like a history video and just kind of show a little bit about myself because

I really never talked about myself, my personal life just because when I started pursebuzz.com, I wanted it to be about you and everything about you and just really what do I know that I can share with you guys. So, I started on You Tube and then I switched over to pursebuzz.com to do these makeup tutorials and these hair tutorials because I wanted to help a friend and it turned out that you have a private and public option. Who knew, right? And some people started requesting things, and I was like,

"Oh, this is interesting." So then I started looking more on You Tube and I didn't see any videos where somebody was actually teaching on themselves to somebody else like in the videos. It was always like Ford Models or ExpertVillage where it was like somebody showing makeup on somebody else, and so I was like, "Okay, this is definitely something that needs to be done," these videos showing you how to do your own makeup, right? It's like I don't have a makeup artist following me. I don't have a hair stylist. I don't have a stylist, I just---- That's how the whole Pursebuzz got started. I just felt like

I had information and I wanted to share, you know. I wanted to share my professional expertise. I wanted to share my tips and tricks and just things that I've learned throughout, I don't know, last 10 years. So, a little bit about me is I started off wearing makeup when I was 2. My mom used to always wear makeup. Everyday, she's with me at the house and so I would watch her and I started wearing makeup when I was 2. So, how the whole thing worked is, my mom would put on her makeup and I would pick out like the brightest, most craziest

lipstick, something like this, but she usually wears like hot pink though. And I would ask her to put it on me, so I'm gonna like, you know, "put it on me." So my mom would put it on me, so for the whole entire hour that she was putting on makeup, I'm like staring at the mirror like puckering up and doing little kissy faces and being all cute with my red lipstick, because it was just like feeling really girly. I have always been really girly, you know, I don't like dirt, camping; first time last year, so it was really fun. And then

my mom would say, "Alright." She's done. Time to wipe it all off, so I do wipe it off. So probably by the time I was like 4, I knew how to do everything. I knew mascara. I knew blush. I knew all of it just 'cause I watched my mom. And so I didn't really get into makeup like in elementary school. I knew girls in 6th grade that wore makeup and it was funny because their stuff always got thrown away by the teacher. Teacher is like throwing this stuff away, "You can't wear makeup." And I never wore makeup then.

In junior high, I didn't wear makeup. In 7th grade, only on picture day and that was only a little bit of lipstick and then in 8th grade, I had to wear a little concealer 'cause I started breaking out, you know, hormones and things like that. And then in high school, I didn't wear any makeup. I just wore the Clinique City Block and then occasional concealer here and there. And then I started breaking out, you know, growing up, hormones and things like that. And so bad skin runs in my family

and so I always have like this red cherry on my nose like Rudolph-red-nosed-reindeer-type of thing and it really sucked and so I had to wear like concealer and things like that. And then in college, I was on medication. I've tried every single thing on the market, Proactiv. I've tried Clearasil, Oxy 10 or something like that, Neutrogena, Differin,

Accutane. I mean I don't have a---- did I say Accutane? Yeah. So the last thing I did stick was Accutane. Did that for 6 months and that was not fun. That was like everyday, at a certain time, you had to take it and then your skin gets really dry. Everything gets all dried up but you won't break out anymore. My dad was on it and so I felt like, "alright, I have to really do this and stick with it," you know. I drink a lot of water, water, water. Water is like the best thing for you. And then it just

slowly went away. It was the greatest thing ever. Then I worked at a department store. I worked at Robinsons-May and I had a friend, lots of friends who worked in the makeup department and I watched them. And then there was an opening at Este Lauder, I applied. And it's funny because when I applied, they asked me where I see myself in 10 years and I told them that I wanted to see myself actually doing like magazine stuff.

So what's really funny 'cause like now I have my own like online magazine with pursebuzz.com and that's like, "hey, look at that, here I am." Anyway, so I got the job. I worked there for a little bit and I've just continued through there. I've put myself, you know, helped myself through college, doing a little bit of bridal work here and there, you know, making some money. And so that's where my experience comes from, is Este Lauder training. And so here I am now doing my pursebuzz.com videos. So I really continued

with pursebuzz.com because I had no idea the magnitude of You Tube. Like I just kind of put it up there, the first video and so was a little others and I thought they were so cute and that's just how I just kind of clicked around on You Tube and things like that. And so first person I subscribed to was like Venetian Princess and so I was just like, "this is so cool," you know. And from there, I just kind of learned how to do all this video editing and things like that

and so it's really funny 'cause my day job actually, I edit videos sometimes and I just really have learned so much. So, the reason why I've really stuck with pursebuzz.com---- yes, there's a lot of---- there's a lot of like ups and downs with being on You Tube. When I first started, I got a lot of negative comments. Oh, my gosh, they were just---- there were more negative than positive.

Things like how video tutorials are stupid and you should do like website still images and yeah, I mean, pretty bad, pretty bad. And so I was just like---- I was---- I wouldn't say I was gonna quit but I was really definitely discouraged and I was just like, "gosh, who are these people? They're so negative" 'cause I'm a very positive person. I don't like any negativity. I've gone through a lot in my life

where I've been through the darkest times and for me to have this website, Pursebuzz and You Tube, has been the best, like one of the most therapeutic things for me. I just---- For me to be able to help and reach out to so many different people on something that's so superficial yet so fun, I think it's like I'm easing, you know. You can really just forget about the bad things in your life when you go into your You Tube

and you do your makeup and your hair and you just kind of---- it's great. It's like this whole other world that you enter, and I mean it's just hard to explain and so like all the negativity, you know, that's always gonna be there, ups and downs and really ugly people and I just realized that something probably happened to them, maybe bad day or something and they're just taking it on me. So, I get a lot of questions about getting started on You Tube. My advice is to just do it. Have some fun.

Be yourself, you know. There's gonna be a lot of negativity, just ignore it. It's gonna get you a really thick skin and it's going to---- it's gonna be a whole different perspective on life even though, you know, like the Internet is supposed to be like totally not real-life but it really---- I think it's a big change now, you know, where the Internet and real-life reality is real. It's a real thing and it's not just something that someone is hiding behind a computer or a camera.

So my advice is to just do it, you know, have fun, be positive. And if you're not happy, you shouldn't do it, you know. You should do it if you're happy and if you really want to. So, that's why I get a lot of questions why am I so happy. When I'm doing these videos, they don't ever hear like my bad days and my sad days. Well, I don't film when I'm sad and I can probably say that I have had an extremely,

extremely bad, sad past that I don't put on my You Tube channel like there really isn't a reason. So when I'm on You Tube, I am happy. That's like my wait time to get away from everything without getting too deep into ups and downs in my life. But I know everyone has, you know, their negatives and I, too, you know have a really hard, hard past that I have

suffered from. I've suffered from depression and I've never had like eating disorders or anything like that, but let's just say I---- I'd say I've had a really hard time in the last like, the last 5 years. And so this You Tube channel has really helped me and I wanna thank all of you guys for being there and just really helping me. Me helping you and you helping me, I just

wanna say thank you so much, you know. I give away a lot of these giveaways because you know the kind of funny thing is that all this stuff really is materialistic, you know. It's things that are tangible. They are things that you can give away, you can forget, you don't even need. And these are things that do make us very happy. But in the end, these are just material things that you can't take away with you, you know, when you die. And so it's one of those things that---- it's really fun for the moment,

you know, and so I really give---- so I really have---- so it really is a big thing for me to be able to give you guys something that makes you so happy and excited because it makes me happy that I can do something like that because I get a lot of, you know, random products and sometimes they're not the best. Sometimes they're really odd and strange but when I do find like really nice products that I can buy and give, you know, it really makes me really

happy because that's something that I can do and that's something I have control over other than like---- other things in life that I have no control over. Right now I'm going to the serious stuff here. So, a little bit about myself. I am 28. I'm gonna be 29 in another month or so. Yeeh! It's fun 'cause I'm gonna be 21 again and again. So if you guys ask me how old I am, I'm gonna say---- I'm gonna say

21, so I'm sticking to that 'cause it was good year. Yeah, 21, good year. Anyway, I went to school. I had a marketing and finance degree and now I'm getting my Masters in Project Management. So, yes, for those of you who do the negative comments, you know, a lot of us are educated whether it is in makeup or in business. I mean I've had so many wonderful people, lawyers, who are just so busy.

Your single moms are so busy, you know. They aren't able to really concentrate on themselves and they're able to just by watching these videos and I just think that that's like the most wonderful thing ever. And so I just wanna share that, to those of you who are haters, no, I'm not stupid and I think that there is much more to life than makeup but I think like you, we all need to find something that makes us happy and makeup makes me happy,

so that's it for you guys. Now, for all my Pursebuzzers, a little bit more about me. Let's see what else. So what do I do for a living? I don't do a lot of makeup anymore because I kind of dedicated that time to You Tube and to my website. I think that like teaching is more important to me because I feel like teaching, you can---- what is that, teach someone how to fish and they can eat for the

rest of her life, but if you catch a fish for them and they'll eat for a day. So it's like that to me, is that I can dedicate my life to teaching and show you guys something that I know. You guys can learn it and, you know, do what you can do with it and so that's kind of why I don't do as much makeup anymore. My full-time, day-time job, that's something I don't really talk about. I think it's already like conflict of interest here, but there is definitely something I wish I could do like a fun, like video game site

or like a review or something like that, but I cannot 'cause of a conflict of interest. But I am a---- but I work in the entertainment industry. We're in the entertainment industry for the video game sector. So I spend about 8 to 9 hours a day working on video game stuff and then I come home all super happy to work on my makeup stuff. So, there it is, the secret is out. I

immerse myself in video games in the morning and then I jump into makeup at night and it's a great balance and I love it. I love what I do. I think that you should do what you love and I think it makes you happy to be young and really just keep smiling, you know. Don't work somewhere that makes you unhappy unless you have to. I know that there's like bills we have to pay and things like that, but I think that life is

really short. You never know what's gonna happen or what can happen. So if you're unhappy with what you're doing in life then you should look inside yourself and really be able to find out what you love to do. So I---- First semester of college, I had to read this book right here, The Power of Purpose. I recommend everyone to read it. It's not a religious book. It's a book about finding

what your purpose is in life. And I read this book and I just was like, "oh my gosh, I know exactly what I need to do." Because, you know, when you're young, you think about yourself all the time and me, me, me, me. And it's not about yourself, you know. It's not about---- what is your purpose in life? My purpose, so I've found that my purpose in life is to help others and to really just dedicate my life and my time to that in just something that I'm good at, which is

makeup and hair, right? And a little bit of course like the whole video game and organizing and things like that. So I recommend reading this book right here if you have a chance. It---- you don't even really need to read all of it. I just read a couple of chapters and I just was like, "oh, my gosh, this is it." And so I stopped a lot of things, you know, and I put a lot of money and a lot of time into my videos in You Tube and things like that because I just feel like this is a great way for me to reach out

to others. I actually started another site, channel, Dear Pursebuzz, which is the site where I can answer questions about advice and things like that 'cause I get a lot of questions about like relationships and things like that. And they ask, and it's usually personally, but I feel like maybe I should just share that with you guys as well. I've been blubbering on for 17 minutes so let me talk a little bit more about myself here that everybody wants to know. So I actually live in California. And what is my nationality. Everybody is

always asking my nationality. I think it's kind of funny. I get asked that probably like the first 30 seconds of a conversation and I really---- I don't know why. I've never really asked other people. I don't know. I think it's kind of cool. So I am Vietnamese and my parents both have French blood in them. And so that's why I kind of have like a little bit of a transition and I think that's why one of my eyes is more Asian than the other and it's kind of funny.

So like if I do a tutorial in the morning, I can totally be like Asian eyes and then at night, I could be like Euroasian eyes, so---- 'cause, you know, like the puffiness and things like that so that's my nationality. Let's see what else other questions. Do you remember the first day you put on makeup? How does it make you feel? Do you feel weird in front of your friends? Did you feel confident when you're wearing it? So that's by . I don't feel weird in front of my

friends. A lot of my friends don't wear makeup. A lot of us own a lot of makeup but I usually, during the day when I go to work, I just wear my moisturizer which I'm trying to find here on this table. I just wear my moisturizer and a little concealer. Sometimes, I don't wear any under-eye concealer. I don't really wear any of that stuff. I have a huge birthmark right here and I've just kind of learned to live with it. So I wear that and then I wear like a

a little bit of StriVectin eye cream. Oh, my god, that's amazing. And then I wear this Clinique around my eyes where I wear my Clarins. It has an SPF around my eyes, but really the only thing that I have to wear everyday is like the eye cream. And so when I go out with my friends at night, we go out---- I'm usually the only one that wears a lot of like makeup and I used to feel funny about it, but now it's just kind of like I finally have a chance to wear it, going somewhere, you know. There's time to do it, so I wear it. Next question, what are my

priorities in life? So, my priorities, first of all, is getting this crap off my finger. I like mascara. My priorities in life, the first thing is my family and my friends. They are the most important people and things to me. You can't buy friends and you can't buy family and it's something that you should hold on to. It's very important. Because life again, I mentioned, you know, you never what's gonna

happen. You should hold them close to you, you know. I always talk to my friends online otherwise e-mailing, you know. I try to keep in contact with all of my friends. I still have friends from high school and we still talk all the time, I wanna say almost everyday, at least online and say hello, a text message, something because these are the people who make you you, you know. These are the foundation to your life. And so that's number 1

to me. Second thing is work and school, very important to me so I have to prioritize that. And you know, work is to pay the bills and school is to keep me in my job to pay the bills. Education is very important, you know. Whether you're in a trade school or a college or wherever you at, extra education is great. For a long time, I never knew what I wanted to do with my life.

I got my degree. I have my real estate broker's license. I sold homes for a little bit. I was an IT. I do what I do now. And so it's like I'm always constantly growing and changing and so it's like always challenge yourself. How do I manage to keep my energy level so high? So like I said, you know, I have really, really dark sad days

and I have really, really happy days. My sad days, I lay in bed and I probably---- I sleep. That's how I handle my problems. I sleep it off or I go online and I look at makeup and things that make me happy. So my advice to you, for those who are really sad and

you're just really blue, think happy thoughts. Sometimes for me if I'm really sad, I do think happy thoughts. Even if you're not happy to just kind of pretend. And I know somebody is gonna tell me something in the comments below about how this is wrong, but believe me, this works. Just think happy thoughts. If you're not happy on the inside, if you act happy on the outside, sometimes that really will help you believe it inside

and then you just start to be happy again. Or you can sleep it off like me. So for me, if I'm feeling sad, then I concentrate on things that make me super happy, super over-the-top happy; eating junk food, chocolate, whatever it is. I'm gonna do it because I need to be happy in my life. Let's see. If I could travel anywhere in the world, where would I go and why? I'm a home body. I love being at home. I just like to just sit at home,

watch TV, Internet, sleep. But if I can go anywhere in the world, I will want to go everywhere. I just wanna travel but like---- I don't like planes and stuff like that so that's kind of a problem. Yeah, I think I would travel the world if I could. I would definitely wanna meet all of you guys, oh, that's so exciting just the thought of it. But I mean I just wanna see the sights, try new food, new makeup, new fun stuff, fashion. I love fashion. I actually wanted to go to FIDM but it was too expensive.

I ended up not going. When I do my own makeup, how do I do it? So first thing is I like to wear a moisturizer first. Let that soak into my face, then I do my eyes so if I get any fall out, I can wipe that off. I do both eyes at the same time and then I follow, you know, the whole thing that I do in the tutorials. Then I do foundation and then blush and then lipstick, but again, like on a regular day, I just kind of roll out of bed, barely brush my hair, a little concealer,

a little bit of sunblock and I'm out the door. Next question is, is this really your dream? I mean to get into the makeup industry? Actually, no. Makeup was just a hobby and it's still a hobby to me. It's something I love. Growing up, I wanted to do all kinds of stuff. I didn't wanna be an accountant because I'm really bad at Math. I really didn't know what I wanted to do. When I was in high school, I didn't study for the SATs.

I was dumped by my boyfriend of 2 years the day before the SATs and so I totally bummed it. I went into a Cal State. Luckily, I had a high GPA so I was able to get in but I bummed by SATs and I didn't have time to take it over again. And since Cal States are so much cheaper and the business classes or the business education there, the percentage was really high and

wearing ties, so then I was like, "hey, whatever, let's do this." So I was kind of like floating through school. I'm not really sure what I wanted to do. I knew I wanted to do something in business 'cause that's where all the money is and where it's easy. So we shall see one day, right? Do I work at a hair salon? No, I don't have any background in hair. They wanted to know my job and what in the world am I doing and why do I get donuts on Fridays. So my job provides donuts on Friday, donut Friday. It's

great. It's my favorite, is to get the chocolate glaze on top of the custard in the middle, Boston cream or whatever you wanna call it, my favorite, and so if I come in late to work, I don't get it. Kind of a motivation for me to get into work. I am, as I mentioned, in the video game industry. I don't know what else there is. No, I'm not a developer but I do work closely with the producers and I work closely with testing.

Do I actually purchase all of my makeup? No, I don't purchase all of my makeup. I purchased a heck of a lot of makeup. Sometimes they are samples. Sometimes they're gifts. Sometimes they're like trades with my friends and things like that. So I get makeup lots of different ways. Do I have a boyfriend? Yes, I do. He is sweet and wonderful and shy and he is behind the scenes of Pursebuzz. I don't give him any credit

'cause I like to take it all for myself, but he's the one that helps me out with technical problems, when I'm crying and screaming at midnight on Twitter, "oh, my god, where's my website? Oh, my god." He's the one that helps me out and we've been dating for a long time. Unfortunately, he's very shy. He doesn't want to be in front of the camera just like any, you know, anything to do with any of that stuff, so he helps me on the background end of it. And I think maybe one day, you guys can see a picture of him or

maybe I should go like MySpace or something. He might be on there and doesn't know about it. Do you have any advice for others on how they can incorporate that positive attitude in your daily life? I think that you should only keep positive energy and anything that's negative, anything that makes you cry, anything that hurts you, get rid of it. I can say that in my life I don't really cry as much anymore. I

have really good relationship with my boyfriend and he's really nice and we don't argue too much. He doesn't yell at me. I don't yell at him. We have good understanding. He never makes me cry and I think that I see a lot of friends and a lot of people who are in hard relationships, you know, and they're crying. He's cheating or she's cheating and things like that and I just---- I've been through all that and I wash my hands of all of it and I think that if you are going through bad times like that that

you should really look at yourself, love yourself and reevaluate all that negativity around you because you should really, really circle yourself with positive, happy energy because I really believe that. Karma, if you're a good person, you're a happy person, you know, you treat others nicely, then you will get the same treatment back. What is my favorite nail polish? I can't say. I like everything. I like new stuff. I kind of change it up all the time.

I have a huge Zoya rack over there with a whole bunch of nail polishes and I can see that I've probably never worn it like twice. What I'll do is maybe I'll mix my nail polishes but I don't just put on that one color twice. Right now I have this really pretty Este Lauder color on. It's like a fall color. I don't know what it's called. It's like a purple black. It's really pretty. It's like a creamy matte. Do you have a daily look or do you play with your makeup daily? I play with my makeup on my hands. I think more makeup goes on my hands than on my face.

I think that your face is very important and you should let it breathe and you shouldn't wear makeup everyday. I know that there's like issues with blemishes and things like that so that's what a concealer is for but you should really let your skin breathe. I don't have a good go-to makeup look. MAC Satin Taupe is definitely like one that I always---- MAC Satin Taupe and MAC Phloof! are the 2 that I absolutely love. And if I don't know what I'm gonna wear, then I just put those 2 on and that's it. Next question.

How many languages do I speak? I speak one, English and that's it. I know. It's all I've learned. It's all I've been taught. I know a little bit of French, a little bit of Vietnamese but that's it. A little Spanish, not too much, probably enough to know how to haggle, so you know. We go to the I'll get you that deal. How do I become a professional

makeup artist? To become a professional makeup artist, you need to be friendly. You need to network and you need to have a portfolio of all of your work and you need to be serious about it and you really need to pound the pavement. You Tube is a great platform. Working at a department store, networking, talking to others, letting them know that you're interested and just putting makeup on anybody and anybody that you can.

to get that experience. Take lots and lots of photos and read lots and lots of books. I have an entire bookshelf in my living room full of makeup books from organic makeup to Bobbi Browns and NARS. Eve Pearl would be the best book ever. And I have them all and I read them cover to cover, and sometimes I open it up again and read it and sometimes I look at pictures. I mean there's so many different things, but definitely be friendly

and work with others, talk to others. Those that are in the industry, you know, let them know that you're interested and volunteer, work for free, be an assistant. Just go out there and really just let everybody know what you wanna do. Where did I get my bangles? I got these in Chinatown. These are 18-karat gold bangles that I wear all the time. The funny thing is that like with every job that I have, I have to buy

something fancy and nice to remember. So when I worked at Robinsons-May, I bought these and then when I worked at like FedEx, I bought some diamond earrings and then when I worked at Dairy Queen---- yes, I worked at Dairy Queen. I worked there for almost a year and that's when I ate a lot of ice cream and that's when I gained like a lot of weight and there, I bought a purse. When I sold my first house, I bought my first Fendi. So it's like little milestones for me so that's----

this is one of them. These are like 10 years old too. And they're still sparkly like the day I bought it. How many handbags do I have? I have a lot of handbags. I have a lot of purses. I have a lot of Dooneys. I have a lot of Coach. I have a lot of Louis Vuitton. I have a lot of Fendis. I have some Diors. I have some no names like some Roxy's. I've got some sequins, some gaudy stuff with feathers, who knows what. And I have it all in a bookshelf at my parents and then here I just have

a couple of purses that I kind of rotate. How do I keep my hair from getting dry? I don't blow-dry my hair. I only do if I have to, if I'm sick or if I'm on my dot 'cause mom says they always dry your hair when you're on your dot, and so I do that. So I usually don't put a lot of heat to my hair. And during the week, my hair is pulled back, you know, bun and I look like a crazy bag lady, but you know work is work and so I don't really go

to look all snazzy and I also like to sleep a lot 'cause I'm up late doing my homework. But if I wasn't doing my homework, I probably wake up early to do my fun makeup and things like that, so that's why. And I also use Emjoi Oil or you can use the MoroccanOil that's like amazing, those 2, and it keeps your hair really nice and soft and just really smooth and healthy. Was I scared if Pursebuzz wasn't gonna be successful? I really did not have any goals except to

start a website called pursebuzz.com, learn some C++ and some HTML to get a little bit more educated in that aspect because I didn't know anything about that and I really wanted to learn it and so that's how the whole website thing started. And then I started posting like my makeup and like little tutorials and things like that and then it just kind of---- I mean for her to ask successful, I'm so excited because I really never thought I'd be where I was it and I really---- I really never had an idea of how many

wonderful new friends. Okay. I have to get off this thing 'cause my camera just died, so I guess that's me. If you wanna know more about me or if you do want to start off this Dear Pursebuzz thing where we can talk relationships and just like advice and things like that 'cause I have a lot more information than just makeup. I just never started it. Let me know on the comments. I wanna say thank you so much from the bottom of my heart.

I really appreciate just meeting you guys and being able to talk to you. I wanna thank all of the wonderful subscribers. I wanna thank the wonderful non-subscribers because I know that there's a lot of you guys who don't subscribe. I know I personally never like clicked on the subscribe button unless I see it and I'm like, "oh, yeah, subscribe." And then with the whole You Tube thing, it's kind of weird now where you don't really get like a direct indicator when there's a new video. So I wanna say thank you so much for those of you guys who watched me from the beginning.

I wanna say thank you for all of the new viewers and I wanna say thank you so much to a lot of the sponsors that I have that have been able to provide me with all these products so that I can review it. There's also going to be a FTC video coming out. I know there's a new disclosure. I've known about it for a while so I've been trying to get into the habit of that onto the website and, you know, if you guys have any other questions or anything like that, let me know. I'm an open book. I don't really hide anything. It's just like I don't really talk about anything unless it

comes up, so let me know. Thank you so much for everything. It's been a wonderful, most amazing, amazing 3 years with you guys. You guys have helped me understand myself and understand makeup and love makeup and hair. I just really have a new appreciation and new zest for life. So, take care and remember to only bring in the happy, positive energy into life because that's what's gonna keep you happy and keep you young and if you are getting those

comments and crap comments and just negative people in your life, just wash your hands of it, forget it and move on because there's so many other more important things in life that being happy and makeup, material things that make you happy, emotional things that make you happy, your friends, your family, your loved ones. Tell them you love them everyday and I love you guys. Bye. Happiness comes to you when you do things that make you happy and only then will you find

true happiness. Live, love and follow your dreams. Life is short. Live your dreams today because you don't know what tomorrow will bring.

-In my heart----

-Hold on to your memories but don't forget to make new ones.

-Where I sit by myself waiting for you.

Though I know you're gone for good.